But the land...

 

You talked a lot about the house and buildings falling into disrepair.  At this time, those have nothing to do with me.  That house falling down is a testament to your father and how he has lived his life.  

But the land... that will be a testament to how I have lived MY life.  I was led to that land in 2011.  I was 36 years old and I had developed my higher listening enough to hear the call, and I listened.  I took a risk.  I walked away from my nursing career, rented out my house to pay the mortgage, (preventing it from falling into disrepair), and within a year and a half I was living there full time. 

That land saved my life.  I met God. Through that land I developed my personal, intimate relationship with God.  The house was saturated with the pain and fear of your father and the people who had lived there with him in the past.  

But the land... the longer that land goes untouched, the more valuable it becomes.  And it’s not the kind of value your appraisal would determine.  Our material world cannot measure the value of a piece of the earth.  Part of what makes that specific 120 acres so special is the devastation that surrounds it.  I will be the one to steward that land into the future, the way it should be.  I own that land and it is worth more than you or even your father can understand and it is none of your business.

Have you contacted Margi about the big White House at Jake’s falling into disrepair?  That seems similar to the concern you contacted me about yesterday.  I think that is a reasonable question and I would like an answer.  

My intention is not to be snarky.  It feels good to be sure.  Talking with you yesterday helped me to feel sure.  It is very sad to see the house and buildings in the condition they are in.

  But the land... the land becomes more beautiful and offers more exquisite value every single day that it is allowed to rest.

I am going to rest also and trust.  Things are always working out for me and I hold a grand vision for that land.  

So my proposal right now, is to take no action.  

I am very open to continuing the conversation with you.  I have a lot of questions and would love to hear your ideas if you feel inclined to share.

Why do you care if the house and buildings fall into disrepair?  Do you also care that the house and buildings at Jake’s have fallen into disrepair?

Why does it matter to you if the land goes into foreclosure?

I feel confident that it won’t, but why do you care, since you think that it will?

Thank you again for talking with me and I look forward to continuing this or any conversation.

Love,

Kari